Time has come to turn the proverbial turn on the ones I love. Enough is past enough. I am just wrung through the wringer and I have nothing left to squeeze out of me. The more I hold on the more I have to let go.
I am so turn off by the pull n tug that is going on in my life. Why the hell do I have to choose the landing spot of my love. WHY in the hell do people be so selfish to think that they have to have all or nothing? Why do people feel that they have to down someone in order to be first? People are so starved for power they have to pull the power from another.
What would make a man feel it is OK to tell a mother anything derogatory, debilitating, humiliating or even degrading about her child; male that is. What is this battle that goes on between men when they come into a woman's life; they do all they can to deject that male child or all the children. What the hell is up with that. Oh but I am ever so criticized for not understanding this process at forty. I am so stating that I am aloof to this thought process. Then men wonder why that male child rises up to his mother for allowing this negative behavior in favor of lust or love. Then oh yes I am faced not only loosing one, yet two.
What is my motivation to hold to either?
Z
Thursday, April 2, 2009
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